GODDAMMIT. I hate not having a scanner. I've got like, a room full of paintings/pictures done, but no way of posting them. You know what the irony is? I spent $370 on a professional lightbox, and just last week I bought an art table [ pic, here: [link] ] but yet I still haven't gotten myself a scanner. I feel broke, too. I'm used to having around $800-900 dollars in the bank at all times, but I recently burned a huge hole in my pocket. [Thanks to Dickblick]

UGHHH.

So. remember my computer - the one I was so pyched about? Well, it got a virus, and has been unusable for 3 weeks now. A friend of mine, who is like Tank from The Matrix is fixing it for me, since he's got such uber haxaged skills. But he's still not done. And it makes me sad on the inside, cause I wanna work on some more of my MV/AMV projects. [I got Sony Vegas! W00T!]

I NEED A NEW JOB! Like, for serious. I feel like I'm being tortured for money - everyday that I go in, I've got to deal with asshole-ish people, who like to bitch/insult/cuss at me because of trivial things. Like, their pizza is 'messed up', well guess what? I DIDN'T MAKE IT, BITCH. DON'T CUSS AT ME, I'M JUST THE COUNTER GIRL. HAVEN'T YOU EVER HEARD OF THE TERM "DON'T KILL THE MESSENGER?".

I love nights when I'm just on the production line, though. Cause then I can work the Sub Table, or Make Table, and not have to deal with any customers. It's boring and AntiSocial, sure, but it makes time go a lot faster.

Also. So, Like. I'm having a HUGE writer's block. But, the thing is, I've got it all planned/figured out in my head....it's just the words won't come. Dammit. But at least I'm not having an Artist Block - I can draw/paint awesomely. =]

I have to go to work in an hour. And I dun wanna. Work sucks. I want to work more on my Art. I woke up late today, so I haven't really done much. [It's weird. Normally I get up around 10am or so, cause I work late and don't get home 'till around 1am. Today I slept in 'till noon.]

I feel lazy. I need more coffee.